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Ive been disappearing cause i had too much late nights and was helping out karen with her room just now. Was intending to help geraldine the day before but i was too tired. Too many request so little days left before school starts. My mind like a kid but my body like a 70 year old. How am i going to survive in the world out there? No one might understand my body requires log sleeping hours.

I was getting ready to take a shower but unlikely the incident subside i was hugging my towel to sleep. Love to accompany you but im so lethargic these days to get my body up from bed. Been procrastinating on the school's ezlink card since january (stupid bus uncle confiscated it) and finally, today; a friday im collecting it back. Going to have two previous classmates camping at my homey. Hope Faith Love to you who have lost all three.

i love to dive dive dive swim swim swim so happy happy wappy.
gone to met christina for such a long time so happy happy happy.
macdonalds woah HAPPY HAPPY HAPPPY ! i love macdonalds lollll.

New love.
Last night was so right.
Right now i feel like he's arms are around my neck.
I need his caffeine more than ever but its like a spiderweb curling and twirling.

My eye cast low and i dont know how to love, i get too tired after mid day lately.
I take it out on my good friends but the worse days in. Oh where do i begin?

Must be the cramps. Hope this feeling go away , i want to feel like yesterday.
Take me home...............

I need to open my mouth.....

I wish Simone is here to give me her daily dose of advice.

I can remember the drive in , drive thru food and the music playing miss all that. Someone should do that here ehhhhh




----------Boo!!
Met gerri and gave her russian doll as pressie. room changed alotttyy and had loadsa fun at suntec. i think i hardly regconise the place, so much changes? Bought van shoes at discounted prices.
Here's what i got ! MONICAAAAAAA. 89 captain dollars to 9 dollars and the other one just for 49.

I enjoyed mana with Alliston i missed the contender. common interests in ninjas, swimming, combat fighting. Tido tido.

i want this particular person CHISLETTE!!!!! to go out with me and have waffles for dinner again so sweet...........love struck.

here is monica's significant others too. two of them one in the zoo, shazlee???

and kimage .. is Jay jay

had fun today borrow really nice movies to watch tonight while waiting for pang to meet. met jasmine at bugis with end woohooz. and the stupid jacket didnt fit end , end up keeping it. grrrrrrrrr. stab stab wasted.

might be going kl trip with aunty lynn (sim's mom), so gwen come along if im really coming ah!!! lol and see you at beat. :-D

if you like swimming and food at me homey.. i might be having a bbq planned by dad and me.

This sunday for aunty lynn, sim's bro cameron and anyone who self invites and brings their swimwear.
huhuhuhuhu cheh roxette is an old singer. belinda carlise too "ooooh heaven is a place on earth!"

Last night was fun with monica and rachel, cookie and monkeys people never fail to laughterssss! passed some lollies and nougats to zul too wheee.

Monica got a trim , had the chinese version of edward scissor hands clipping her hair and snipping them gently with love! His name was Jay jay and she said he might be gay for being so gentle to her hair. HAHAHAS i cant help myself laughing. And i came back in a ghostly month, dont know about the encounters we have been having odd smells around us. that i cannot stop laughing either. help? almost trampled upon those ashes on the floor to. heaven and earth chui chui ne bu yao punish wo.

Suppose to meet pang but she went out for movie in the day. wanna meet her at late night like the last time but dont think could make it and a good idea
cause need to meet end today and dont want to change my early morning person habits and change the body clock. would be meeting her tonight though and maybe get some happy meal or something hahahs. Im finding someone to go to the beach, soak in the sun and can also find gwen and pass her souvenier while working dont know who wants to. lol.

going to meet simone's mom now show her around, before that find sneakers with end and (n n hahas) pass blue jacket.
Watching Wanted tml with monica and rach ! And we're phone hunting.... i need a new phone!

child-like but body of a slow pace woman.

JET LAG JET LAG JET LAG........................... church tml.
"halleee lu jah ! hallelu jah!"
weather : 30 degrees..............

room temperature : Cosy? and farty.

Amen-duh misses Annie and Sal.
Very hungry now.
Hellboy2 Carls Junior and an encounter with crowds and bad habits.
Happy to come home with Mister nibbles.
Hoping to speak to chislette.
Lack of Cuddles.
Thankful of Currents.
Misses the beach and cookies and monkey ppl.
Looking forward a brand new start, looking forward to gain weight.
Looking forward to to to to to to to to gym , swimming and a charity run i might train for by the end of this month..
now old woman get lost from the computer. time to be Nougat claus tml morning :-)

The stresses of modern life are well known, and yet they are increasing with every year that passes. " we have no time to stand and stare' at the world about us, as the Welsh poet W.H Davies noted, or even to be aware of our own true nature feeling and preferences. The seasons mean little to us in our centrally heated homes.

Who needs to worry about the harvest,when the local supermarket shelves are heaving with produce from around the globe? Who can be bothered to marvel at a wood carpeted with bluebells, when many flowers forced in unatural growth can be so easily brought all year round? Who grows their own hebrs weatches the Moon's phases or sniffs the air for an approaching storm? Perhaps vaguely, perhaps even quite sharply, we know something is missing, but it is hard to know what to do about it so often we do nothing.

Of course, we would not want to be without the gifts that modern life provides
but are we aware of the price we have paid, and are continuing to pay?
We are often strandd in our thoughts, alienated from the ground of our own being.
Many people feel that life is meaningless, despite having so many comforts.
Depression is common because it is so hard to feel part of anything that inspires us
with wonder. for many people, the established religions have lost their appeal,
because their godmas seem irrelevant. Life can seem a little empty.

TO RENEW YOUR acquaintance with NATURE. 


Not so very long ago, people had no choice but to be aware of Nature and her powers, 
because their very lives depended on it. In ages past, the natural world was seen as 
being animated by spirits gods and goddesses
 who needed to be kept happy 
in order that the streams might fill with salmon, 
the trees might fruit and the lake water might remain pure for drinking. 
Meadow, grove, river, mountain all of these were alive, people with wonderful, subtle beings, 
who (with any luck) would give a helping hand to humans who asked them nicely. T
hat way of thinking about the world may seem illogical to modern consciousness, 
but even science is a way of "thinking about the world '. 
it gives us the answers to lots of things, 
but not everything. It does not gives us a sense of wonderment, 
of belonging, within a vibrant, amazing world.
 Maybe people who lived close to Nature knew a thing or two that we have chosen to forget?

However, we can reeeemember it by renewing our acquaintance and
respect for fairies. these beings are
often the very essence of the natural world, in form or another. By 
opening ourselves to them we can find
 a different  perspective on our own
existense. This is all about feelings and 
it is hard to put into words. But
the gifts of fairies are many and varied, 
and in their company the world becomes so much more than simply a 
machine grinding on, or myriads of 
atoms spinnning in their predetermined 
course. It becomes something with soul.

TO LEARN TO RELAX AND CONNECT







Fairies can help you not only to see Nature, but also to experience it, in
your heart. Like the poet William Wordsworth, you may see the world
'apparelled in celestial light' or you
may simply feel that your being has expanded, that you can relax and feel 
'at home'. Of course, these days we can afford to be sentimental about Nature, 
seeing only the beautiful and nuturing side, 
and for the most par forgetting its destructive side. there is no harm in being positive about things, but it must
be said that fairies can also show us the negative, and enable us to feel real respect for powers that are beyond our
abilityto control.

Fairies are our connection with Nature, but they bring many other gifts too. They can help enhance your
imagination and your creativity. They can help you to relax, and to laugh, in the certain knowledge that nothing really matters
that much. Faries have seen it all come and go ! If you are
going wrong, they can nudge you in the right drection; if you are bogged
down , they can free you up and give you a sense of possibilities; if you
are sad, they can promise hope 
and consolation; and if you are disappointed, they can brighten your life with their magic.

What are you waiting for? Lace up
your walking boots, get down to the woods and get close to the fairies.

 

Was speaking to mom on the net the other day and she was listening to the radio and heard this song. I thought this would remind me to go download and have a listen when i come back. Im really looking forward to see any changes in my home. Im looking forward to everything and i knew as i browse the pages of scott's website fowarding, didnt had enough time to spend on updating a blog my cousin and i shared. Lol i wish i can just grab hold of time and buy a really huge Hardisk to insert all of the music simoneh got. Not much time left though hee :D
music brings the people together.

Amanda's Dream

(Teitur Lassen/Jeff Cohen)

Can you say goodbye without ever leaving
That's some sad soul to keep
Amanda awakes in a moment believing
She's better off staying asleep
So she drives by the station
Imagining somewhere
Sings a slow, slow song

Now she's waiting at the stoplights
With nowhere to go
In our town there's just one stoplight
I wish she would know
There's a world outside her window
Anywhere the wind blows
Anywhere's Amanda's Dream

She sits late at night by the light of a candle
With wishes that never come true
Her hopes get so high they're too hard to handle
She stares as they fade out of view
All of these somewheres have lead her to nowhere
Except a slow, slow song

Now she's waiting at the stoplights
With nowhere to go
In our town there's just one stoplight
I wish she would know
There's a world outside her window
Anywhere the wind blows
Anywhere's Amanda's Dream

She sleeps like a girl and she wakes like a woman
She sleeps like a girl and she wakes like a woman

Waiting at the stoplights
With nowhere to go
In our town there's just one stoplight
I wish she would know
There's a world outside her window
Anywhere the wind blows
Anywhere's Amanda's Dream